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Big Brother intruder Brenton recalls tragic death of his younger sister who committed suicide at 25

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Big Brother star whose sister took her own life aged 25 reveals the text he sent hours before she committed suicide – and why it will forever haunt him

  • Brenton Balicki has opened up about the heartbreaking death of youngest sister
  • Sent ‘really rushed’ reply to Ellana hours before she took her own life in 2019
  • Believed he failed as a brother and blamed himself for her death for next year

Big Brother Australia intruder Brenton Balicki has opened up about his gut-wrenching regret over the final text message he sent his youngest sibling hours before she took her own life.

The Sydney account manager, 31, had been rushing to catch the bus on his way to work as a chef at Tetsuya’s in August 2019 when he received a text message from sister Ellana.

She had reached out to her big brother after an argument with a friend.

Balicki quickly replied with a ‘really rushed’ text, a decision that continues to haunt him to this day.

Ellana, who was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder while battling depression and other mental health issues was found dead by their mother shortly afterwards, just days after she celebrated her 25th birthday.

Almost two year years on, Big Brother star Brenton Balicki (left) still regrets the final message he sent his younger sister Ellana (right)

Balicki believed he had failed his baby sister and lived with the guilt for the next 12 months.

‘Over the years she would reach out and want to catch up and I just remember not prioritising it. I thought if I cancelled on her it wouldn’t affect her that much — but I didn’t ­realise how important those moments were for her,’ he told the Sunday Telegraph

He blamed himself for her death until he finally let go of those feelings during a sunrise visit to Curl Curl – Ellana’s favourite beach – on the the first anniversary of her death last year.

He wrote down the things he was sorry for, which he read out aloud at the beach.

‘I basically demanded forgiveness and stood there in the waves for 10 minutes just to say the things I needed to say, that she may not have known,’ Balicki recalled.

Brenton Balicki (pictured with fellow Big Brother housemate Christina Podolyan) says his little sister would be proud of him for applying to appear on the reality TV show

Brenton Balicki (pictured with fellow Big Brother housemate Christina Podolyan) says his little sister would be proud of him for applying to appear on the reality TV show

Ellana Balicki (pictured) died just days after her 25th birthday in August 2019

Ellana Balicki (pictured) died just days after her 25th birthday in August 2019

‘I remember saying to myself if you ever find yourself in that pain, come back to this moment — because once you come back to the sand, you have to let it all go. That moment changed things for me.’

He said the devastating tragedy taught him a lot about himself and thinks of the daily pain his sister would have gone through whenever he feels sad.  

Balicki believes Ellana would be proud of him for entering the Big Brother house, where he’s struck up a on-screen romance with housemate Christina Podolyan.

The loved up couple were recently spotted out together after Big Brother Australia wrapped filming. 

As the two year anniversary of his sister’s death draws closer, Balicki now wants to change the stigma around mental health and wants others out their struggling that they’re not alone.

If you or anyone you know needs support, call Lifeline: 13 11 14, BeyondBlue: 1300 224 636 and Kids Helpline: 1800 551 800.

Big Brother intruder Brenton Balicki (pictured) says the devastating tragedy taught him a lot about himself

Big Brother intruder Brenton Balicki (pictured) says the devastating tragedy taught him a lot about himself

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